I was thinking about this thread for just what ever reason, I ended up talking with the girl again and off and on but I just find myself getting mad at her for how she treats me now, which I guess is a good thing...
But I just wanted to say thanks to all of you Men & Women this helped at the time more than I relised at the time and re-reading this was a good idea I think.
Also realised how stupid I was 2 years ago trying to be someone I wasen't for everyone elses sake.
So again thanks people of the internet you really helped.