I'm not sure if any of you have been bothered by this but it's something that crops up from time to time for me and I wanted to share my personal experiences and see if anyone else has been on the wrong end of any kind of racist remarks and even hatred.
I have mentioned in the past that I consider my heritage to be mixed, sure I don't have any obvious ancestry difference just by looking at me, but having a Turkish father who is a practicing Muslim has absolutely had an impact on my life and ment I have been singled to be "different"
My 1st memorable experience of this is at school, I borrowed a book from the library which was causing a bit of a stir in the media. Satanic verses [url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Satanic_Verses[/url]
I was intrigued by all the fuss and rented the book. I had it for about 2 hours. The librarian who know me reasonable well at school and knew my fathers background took it upon herself to phone the headmaster of my school and "warn" him of the book I had rented and he made the decision to come into class and instructed I return the book in front of the whole class just in case my father was offended.
Never before had I felt different to my friends in anyway, I'm "white" sure I'm olive skinned and go proper dark in the sun, but nothing really physically different, yet here in front of my class at 13 years of age I was made to feel that I was somehow different because of my fathers background. The thing is never before had my peers even considered my father being a Muslim anything of interest. But thanks to my headmaster it soon led to taunting and bullying.
Now growing up in Devon I'm sure made a bit of difference. I will be honest and say you can go a whole day in my town and see nobody but people who are white.
Fast forward to today and I will admit this time of year becomes somewhat difficult sometimes for me. The sun comes out and whilst too much sun for some results in sunburn, I just go dark. Very dark. I have been called Big Paki etc in the past even by my friends or so called friends who are obviously ignorant. It's generally meant in good fun but I think unless you've been on the receiving end you can't really understand how it feels to be made fun off just because of your background and perceived differences. Sure I'm not black but I'm still made to feel I'm different.
Anyway whilst being quite laid back about most things, tonight I let loose in the pub after work and I think my mate was on the verge of crapping his pants.
Basically he made the remark "I think Britain would be better off had Germany won the war" I think we all know his implication. Unfortunately I blew. His excuse was " mate" you know I don't mean you. I explained ( shouted )**** Germany's views on Muslims in general and how had they won the WW2 I wouldn't have even been born.
Did I over react ? More than likely.
Anyway I'm not really sure anymore what my point about this post is about. I know a few of you in relation to other threads have been the victim of others ignorance. I just wanted to share and show you guys that there's another form of discrimination not touched on in the LGBT or Feminist threads. I'm also venting as this latest incident only happened hours ago and I'm actually a little pissed up right now . Maybe I'm luckier than some because im not too different to look at etc and I am over reacting ?
The sad thing is even now I'm kind of embarrassed to bring a topic like this up and write about it. We all have our own lives, trials and tribulations. Mine pale in comparison to what I read here.